candy, family, and food

1) My parents had to put my dog to sleep a few days ago. The most troubling thought is thinking about them being alone again. Candy seemed to always brighten up their day, having another companion in the house. 2) I was thinking of a quote from the movie, garden state. The guy mentions how we had a certain idea of home when we were young. It’s weird…as we grow up and move out of our parents house, there gets to be that time when that’s no longer home. The place I live is not home. I don’t think I really have home again until I have my own family. I am scared that I will be left alone to struggle with death of my parents without the support of my family…then the struggles of everything else as well. I just don’t want to be alone. 3) ...something i am looking forward today: Going to Quiznos! That is the one thought that keeps me happy so far today:) The chicken carbanara (sp?) is perhaps the closest thing to a perfect sandwhich that you can get...mmmm...