...this is my life

Boy, I’ve been doing great keeping up with this thing…yeah…so, I realize that my entries would be much more stimulating if I just gave my thoughts about certain issues and stayed away from a running diary of my life. But, I’m not going to do that for now, so deal with it!J If you want to read an amusing, intriguing and/or thought provoking blog then click on this link:

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Has anyone ever gotten frustrated by feeling like their life just isn’t going anywhere? I realized that tonight about my life. Relationally, I don’t see any promising people coming into my life in the near future, and I don’t seem to be really connecting with the friends I have now. I don’t know if I am supposed to be going to seminary, quit my low paying job in a field where everyone is either incompetent or a lying deceitful person, or find some other vocation where I may find my “calling.” Nothing is really happening and my life is just in a rut. I may start going to another church fairly soon. It’s tough to be in a church where my needs aren’t being met and I am having difficulty finding where I can be of help. There is a new church that will be starting soon in this area, and that is kind of exciting I guess. Speaking of church, I have something to say about Christians…I don’t know how to say this, so I will just make it short. …nope, sorry. I change my mind. I don’t think you are ready to read that yet. Maybe in due time my young padawan.

So…I realize I have said nothing during this entire entry, and perhaps that’s ok. Maybe I just want to get something…anything back on here so that I will be motivated to write once again and be able to express myself…even if it’s only to my computer. I guess I am overwhelmed. I have so much going on in my mind and seemingly nothing actually happening in my life. So I am left not knowing where to start or even what to write.